Should I shout it from the roof tops or simply put a note in your locker?

I dress myself in feminine clothing so you can know from my perspective that I am a woman underneath
I wear make-up to highlight it even more, with bright colours and bold lines.
So why is it you never notice.
So why is it that you have never told me I'm pretty, or told me I'm beautiful, or even sexy or hot.
if not then tell me exactly what I need to do for you to notice that like you, I have feelings.
I want to have someone to want to hug me,
To want to kiss.
To want to have sex with me.
Not as just an object or something to do to pass the time in-between doing final exams and going off to University.
One said that it wouldn't be fair to start a relationship only to end it because he was going to university.
What about me!! Im going to university and wouldn't I want the choice as to whether to date even if it meant having to have the odd 3 hours journey to see them.
But, no I have have crazy crushes on a guys who don't usually correlate me as a woman who may have needs,
I have always been there for him when he has been on the edge or tears or the sharp cliff of anger.
But, what does that me "a good friend" or  "G".


What should I do?
- Hold a boombox outside of his house like "Say anything"
- Wait outside with a nice red car like "16 wishes"
- Give my earring to him like "The Breakfast club"
- Or be your secretary who keeps on talking about my tree-trunk thigh-calling-ex-boyfriend like "Love actually"



So I say to you, grow some cojones and if you have even an inckling of feelings towards me. Fucking tell me Im beautiful, sexy or hot. Ask me out to your favourite place, to watch you favourite film or to do your favourite activity.