So I've played on top of my bed, feotus position, just thinking. Of my life. I have to tell you, so far it is astonishingly boring. No boyfriend, failing school, little potential, depressive outlook at the moment and crying to add on top i finished my favourite TV show 'Hart of dixie' and it has helped me live my life from being an 11 year old girl to a 17 year old one. I know it is unrealistic as it is a rom-com TV show but even Rachel Bilson's real life is perfect, husband ,Hayden Christensen, a good acting career, cute kid.
What do I have; 3 best friends, infinite knowledge on books and films, mainly young adult, dystopian, romanceor paranormal, and a really cute dog.
It feels like life has ended. I know it hasn't but I don't talk to my friends like this, I vent about problems like character on TV shows and how the hottest guy in the world was in x,y and z.
So crying is my venting and listening to sadder music than usual except for Anna sun- Walk the moon, because that song is amazing and same for Last request - Paolo nutini
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